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Last night, as I was laying down
I thought I saw your face
Was it really all for real,
Or am I just a case?
I'm so happy, and real sad
I guess I'm in-between
Sickened dose of insomnia
Has come to cloud my dreams
So round and round it goes
And I'll stay because it's clear
That in the end, just around the bend
Far away is near
I'll play stupid, 'cause I'm dumb
Anxiety’s such a RUSH
Everything about it
Makes me miss you SO MUCH
Everyone's got their problems
But that doesn't take from mine
My future, past and present's the same
Just read between the lines
So round and round it goes
And I'll stay 'cause it's clear
That in the end, just around the bend
Far away is near
© 2014 SmashPunk Productions LLC
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Trapped inside a cinder-block cell
The walls may be shit but they have eyes
Sleeping on a yoga mat to get well
Hold possessions close for warmth at night
You don't have to ask permission
Every time that you crack
There's really no remission
When no-one's really got your back
Don't run away from your Zoloft
Chase only what they dream
Don't live inside an empty box,
Instead trap yourself in self esteem
And it's your fault for not listening
Code green, four-seventeen
And a hole in your brain
This is just your wired reality
No rights to violate
No legs to run away
I'm seeing a whole new side of things
It's bloody but it's the truth
I may be blind, but you still don't see
Why worry about the youth??
A two-week intermission
From a lifelong quick-fix high
Institutions may be fun,
But juvie's an even better lie
Is it just that you've lost control,
Now you're spokesmen for the insane?
Sit here watch idle bullshit goals burn
So fuck you all if I'm gonna hang
Trapped inside a cinder-block cell
The walls may be shit but they have eyes
Sleeping on a yoga mat to get well
Hold possessions close for warmth at night
I'm seeing a whole new side of things
It's bloody but it's the truth
I may be blind, but you still don't see
Why worry about the youth??
© 2015-2016 SpP, Words by Alice D (ASVS)
Revise: Jan 9, saturday, 2016- 8:37 AM Eastern Time
Revise : Jan 9, saturday, 2016- 9:16 PM Eastern Time
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Bittersweet:

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Bittersweet: (Poem)

A.C.S.

Don't you think it's sad
When something is lost,
That can never be retrieved?
Don't you think it's sad
When something is tossed,
Into the deepest ravine?
Don't you wanna cry
When all you do is try,
But you never succeed?
Is it not worth the lie,
When so much time goes by,
And you still haven't been seen?

Don't you hate it when
You take all the wrong paths,
To land in a dead end?
Don't you love it when
All you do is wait,
And you start to pretend?
In a never ending spell of guilt, 
That there might just be that special friend
Who lends and tends, but never is seen
Because they aren't real enough to be?
Isn't it bittersweet,
When you start going crazy,
Just enough to fall in love
With an image on a T.V.?
And just when it's about time
To draw the line
You fail- thinking this is all benign?
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